me

2006-04-20T05:47:00.000-07:00

hey! today was the best thing in my life!
It was cool lyk everything fall
into place

Something special happen it was actuali stupid of me n also
miracle. I saw shaf going somewhere taking taxi with rebecca n some other person. So i sms her n ask her where is she going? she replied:je lib.
Okay we went to the kfc at jurong east mall. i was such a geek lah pls.
Liyana was saying to me:u are the only one with no prob. actuali no lah.
Me: excuse me i have problem with shaf
Suddenly she appeared.
Ryhan: Shafina shafina there!
Me: Wat is she doing here?I tot she was at the je lib.
Ryhan: it is here. there the je lib[pointing to me the lib]
Me:wat a geek i am! dont even knoe where i am!
hahaha it was stupid lah.
n after that.
we all left. that part after lee call su.after she hung up
Ryhan: Rezwana lets get attached
Me: Okayy lets go lets go
I didnt realise she was behind lah
Ryhan & liyana:Shafina!
me: omg i didnt knoe she was there.
Den liyana hit me with her pe shirt
me: Aduhh! Sakit lah
After that we were bitching abt lee.
Den shafina went in front of us with rebecca
I am the only one taking the paris ris route so
I decided to catch her up n ride the train with her
wat the hell lah was searching for her in the train
when i give up
i saw her in the other train to marina bay with rebecca
wat a waste of energy but neva mind
Thats all for to day everything happen was funny.
Love,
Rezayye

wat a day! it is totally like a reality tv but it is much beta.

Im the youngest one but i was the one who lykes to infer

every sentence a person say wat is behind this sentence every time
This time was Lee's sentence.

2006-04-14T03:45:00.000-07:00

I am so angry with myself got sick and the wrong time.
Having high feva. Wanna go training but was forced to stay at
home. Shit lah wat crap. Tmr if i dont get well my parents are
forcing me to stay at home. WAT THE ****!!!!!
So desperate to go training today n tomorrow.
Got the chance to play the laptop also because my parents
are not at home.

Mid year is coming.
Must study lyk crap

2006-04-13T22:43:00.000-07:00

dont eva lead anyone if ur feelings are untrue.
It reali hurts. If u like lead that person a long time, n that person
thinks it is true. So she ask u to be hers. but u said it is not possible
n that is a BIG BLOW!!! for that person u knoe that.So i advice that u think before wanting to say I LOVE U or something like that. Coz the person who is the victim is going through a hard time to get over it.

And just wanna to give this person a phrase that ryhan give me.
If you ever said you love me,dont say you never lied.
Thanks ryhan for giving me that phrase
Anywae to natasha sori for being such a jerk junior.
I will change to the old me for ur benefits.
And thanks for telling me my bad points.
I really appericiate that.
I think you are the best sista i eva found.
And thanks a lot for being there for me when i need u
especially that time during the fun fair. I will try to get over it
for ur sake. But first i have to find another eye gummy.
Remember I will alwaes be there when u need me.
Hope u can do the some thing for me.

Lots of love,
Rezayye

2006-04-12T05:10:00.000-07:00

i am so depressed.
cant take rejections at one go
n expect to heal
in a few days.Now the frend i need is my penknife
which i throw away for the third time
n had to buy a new as i promise someone i wont cut.
But temptation alwaes bring me to the state
where i cant take it anymore.
I think i hate emotional pain to the core
n i am sure everyone of u also think so.
So i cut. I dont give a damn animore.
Dont think it is hurtful if the frend
that u share everything with suddenly just break your heart?
Thats when i start to keep a lot of stuff from her.
only show her my happy go lucky mood all the time.
i dont lyk ppl see me
when i cry or moody
or even in the "not in the mood" mood u knoe.
Coz somehow i think being a crook is so hard.
But i dont want to be straight coz i am a crook
since p4 n it is hard to change now.
Keeping sadness n anger to ourselves is a good thing.
Coz i dont want ppl to be sad n all.
I want everyone to be happy even if i am not happy with my life.
I dont want to be happy alone n its useless being the only one happy.
So i lyk to make ppl happy although sometimes i am not.
Thats my problem for now.
Next is mid year exam.
Study Study all the way!!!

Lotsa love,
Rezayye

2006-04-12T04:37:00.000-07:00

Hey,
I dont know why i got stuck with the song
Everywhere from Michelle Branch,The Only Difference
Between Martydom And Suicide Is Press Coverage, I Write Sins Not
Tragedies, Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking of their clothes. All the other three songs from panic in the disco.

And i would like ask this someone this question.
Youre in Everyone i see
So tell me
Did u see me?
I dont think she sees me.
If the person who i ask this question knoes that i am asking her.
Kindly please answer the question.

Peanut is so cute n cubby that we call her skinny peanut.
Now she call me cashew.
I feel its fun that she carrys me n i am shouted crazyly
"Peanut Let me go! Peanut Let me go! Syira!"
Hahaha!

Another thing i think fariz is a good n compact stalker.
I juz gotta to knoe that he have natasha pictures in his phone.
He keep on saying "She is so cute!" It irritates me a lot.
The only thing we talk abt is natasha natasha natasha.
Thats the topic. But it is not boring. Its juz fun.

Yea!!! Liyana write to me!! I am so honoured!!
I am like her greatest fan when crezawards.
I went to crezawards becoz of her n fatalle grenade.
During fun fair, she pinches my cheek and say i am cute.
Today she give me letter. Yea!!! So honoured!!!

Anywae Jessica, I dont think she knoes my dirty little secret
that well. But nvm i will share with her when i have time.Gtg alr

Lotsa love,
Rezayye